Wingeddeath243

Hello everyone !~ I never know what to put for these darn things. I'm quite all over the place with things i enjoy doing. I watch anime, read manga, play video games, bass and sew. I draw occasionally but i dont always keep up with it. I'm a pretty shy person irl especially around girls, so i tend to hang around with more guys than chicks. A friend of mine introduced me to anime when i was around 16/17 ish and that was Cowboy bebop. I started channeling alot of Spike spiegel into how i talked and acted (as weeby as this all sounds) because i never knew how to stand up for myself. My home life was all sorts of stupid and i was always such a scaredy cat. I really admired Spike's character because how he handled himself and some situations. I was changing alot during this time in general but this show, as a whole, completely pushed me. I really needed someone to look up to even if it was a cartoon character. It helped change me into who i am now. My husband is also the driving force behind alot of what i do. He's helped me through alot of things and has been there to support me no matter what. I am entirely grateful to have him in my life.
The sewing hobby took me quite a while to get into. My mom pushed me to take that and foods class during high school. i hated it then but looking back it now, it was a good idea. I'm completely self taught with alot of it and i'll still be learning from here on out. I made a cloak when i got out of high school and then after that didnt make anything til probably 2007. I made my husband a V for Vendetta jacket (very simple) in like 3 days and it wasnt that great. He was pleased as punch with it but ever since then i never want to make something with that short of notice. I feel like my quality suffers. In 2010 i started working on my Silent hill 2 nurse outfit and had no idea it would be so well received. I just never anticipated anything when i made it. I just made it for fun and because i wanted to see if i could do it. I can't believe i've finished my dream costume now, Lulu from final fantasy X, and it's down to just wearing it at a convention.
I've had alot going on in my family life and i want to thank everyone on here, facebook, and any of my friends that see me daily for being there for me. Hopefully things get better and not worse. I know i probably sound like a complete crab but really, it's just me letting off some steam. Sorry if it isn't appropriate, i just need an outlet and this place helps. So thank you again to those of you who read/comment on anything. I really do appreciate it.
Current Residence: Appleton, WI
Favourite genre of music: 90s
Favourite style of art: Realism
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Wallpaper of choice: Silent hill
Favourite cartoon character: Spike Spiegel.
Personal Quote: After watching Full metal alchemist: "Dude they just patty caked everything"